I have seen my mother had got physically weaker in decade. Though she would hate me if I directly support her on even a little matter, yet she have got some stable income from me for quite a long in the name of rent. The house is over 80 years old and no one would like to rent otherwise.
My brothers have got their own life and have not paid to her and father more than 20 years. It meant they had no need for thinking about their parents.
I went to Thailand one side because Ken’s wife brought her baby to mother and my house and requested me to come. My mother and sister was quite joyfully enjoyed my nod.
After Ken’s wife left and I told mother I could go there for 3 days. Thinking that I had not seen my brothers for a while. I also passed a vendor test a couple week before. I had plan of my own life after getting next job. Using the cert would probably brought me less money trouble and could pay her a little sum of moneys while I stay other place. I went to see my then brothers on holiday to see what sound feasible.
My mother demanded me 2 weeks will be usual before I go. I had many plan afterwards coming back, so I dodged it 5 days. She sounded agreed.
I went there .They greeted me as a usual traveler for 1 or 2 days. I was sick they occasionally tried me to ea local dishes. I cannot eat Coriander and Nampula. Taste of Thailand food alsi I hate. they just boil gusts without processing and smells bad for me.
I went to Thailand to think how I can let tham pay a little and some good rapport was necessary.
They demanded me to have sex after they brought me alcohol and got drunk, which I don’t usually drink. I found they truly loves the country and their main reason is cheap alcohol and almost free sex.
I hated the fact that I was spending my energy to my mother for quite long time and paid her to sustain her life, yet I would have got 50 percent discounted foods each night if she did not cook. I had only several time that I got a full price meal. This gap irritated me.
My other side cause of going there was a kind of investment.
It is a kind of trade. If I hear them, then I thought they will hear me.
I followed what they do, They brought me to sex district. they sounded enjoying. They negotiated on behalf of me. I got sex in the 2nd day.
3rd day. I talked them that I wanted to go to usual travel in front of their entire family, then their eyes were sounded bothered like got a wet blanket. I went to usually tourist place, the night was peaceful and nothing happened. 4th day they brought again to sex district. this time they brought me to a pole dancing place. they passed me some money to shove it her pants. when I was trying to do it, they enjoyed seeing it. After finishing it I clapped hand a couple of time and I told them we go out.
They sensed that I had not got drunk and they brought me to a band bar. At the spot they was appealing me that they love this country and singing indigenous and popular local songs in Thai. I am sure they can sing national anthem.
After got drunk Ken pull me to other dish olace. and he started kissing to his attendee. He told he had more 3 places he can do it. It was gross seeing my brother kissing Thailand unknown woman. I was seeing his wife several hours ago.
I hated them and 5th day Nao brought me to his hotel. Nao once told me to bring my swimming pants. I was not willing to buy since the weather was cold if thinking usually. But anyway I bought one on the way.
I soon saw his motive and it was that his son was practicing it and getting better. I was tried to swim with him and actually I lost. I was training long run aince then and less fat. but anyway They were trueky enjoying seeing it without sence of joke oe fan.
I found Nao was not changing. He do whatever he want to do. He try let me do what he intends.
Ok I got again lost then I wanted to leave this pack. I told them I would go out to see something left. Nao’s wife recommend to Nao to accompany me. Actually it was the most dangerous thing if she knows or intends.
Nao brought me to sex district once again. After some emotional negotiation I got another sex, since I know they are disgusted if I did not like what they do. I traded myself and I got the cheapest possible sex.
Afterwards coming back to Japan. I stil got pain and it keeps.
Like hell, no one understand. Excessive antibiotic has not fully working as you see.Ut also slowly braking my body. I have for a whime diabetestic disorder even I have lost my pound.